I might miss certain chances, and I might not meet the guy whom I will want to spend the rest of my life with. Currently, I am focusing on meeting my goals and be competitive in the field of academics. Technically, I am not someone who is fond of reading books related to school, or advance studying. I balance my time with my school, and my friends.
Yet sometimes I wonder, when did I ever spend some time with a special guy? I couldn’t recall, since I turned down most of the guys who tried to pursue me. But I was hoping that a day will come when I will meet a guy who is willing to put up with me at the right moment.
I want it to happen, and I am not trying to make things happen so fast, but I was hoping it would happen this year.
Seriously, I do.