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Of blending in.

“You should blend in.” I told them this. “Why?” They asked.

I turned around, “Why? Because that’s how you can survive…this life, the one you’re living at, it’s full of shit right? Well, maybe you’re happy now, but what about tomorrow? Would you still be happy? Would you still have that smile on your face? No, right? Happiness is not constant. Happiness is bullshit

Those people out there, they were just pretending that they really care for you, that they understand you. But the truth is – no one really cares. Not even your parents. Not even your siblings. Not even your friends, and especially not that someone special. They don’t understand how you feel, and they never will. It kind of sucks, right?

So the only reasonable thing that you can do is to blend in…that’s what you’re doing all your life, right? You’re blending in…and that kinds of suck. How did I know that you are? Think about it, have you ever stopped yourself doing something you really like? What makes you stop it? Because of what other people will think of you? Because they won’t like it? Is that so? Well then, you’re blending in…that’s good. Great, seriously. You’re blending in – in a way that they won’t know what you desire. In a way that they can accept you…

We all live by the expectations of others. We depend our happiness on them because we can’t be happy by ourselves. And that totally sucks…since, WHY? Why can’t we? Why do we need to blend in? Because we’re scared of feeling that loneliness again? We’re scared of being unwanted? Why can’t we be ourselves, just once?

Well, if you’re going to ask me if I was blending in. I’d say, yes I do. I always do. I’m kind of used to it by now…blending in. Kind of sucks too…as in totally sucks.”

Yeaaa righttt

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Posted by on February 26, 2011 in Doomsday

 

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The Girl who could fly.

“My ma told me that there isn’t anything in this life worth having that comes easy. She told me that every road I walk down’s gonna have a price.

But what she didn’t tell me and what I learned since I’ve been here is that if you don’t choose the road you’re gonna walk, sooner or later someone else’ll do that choosing for you.”

~ Piper McCloud


 
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Posted by on February 20, 2011 in Scrollpress

 

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Once upon a time.

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.

Love asked, “Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?” Richness answered,  “I’m sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you.”

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.” I can’t help you”, Vanity said, “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.”

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, “Sadness, please let me go with you.” Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry, but, I just need to be alone now.”

Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, “Happiness, please take me with you.” But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found Knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?” “It was Time”, Knowledge answered. “But why did Time help me when no one else would?”, Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.

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Posted by on February 19, 2011 in Scrollpress

 

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Supposed to know what?

“How are you supposed to know?”

“Supposed to know what?”

“If you’re in love.”

“Easy. If that person can’t get out of your mind.”

“But what if it does not bothers you? Or you don’t like him.”

“Well I guess you’re on a thin line between love and hate.”

“I guess it’s not love then.”

“Good for you because love is stupid.”

“Yea I totally agree. It is.”

“Nooooo. Don’t agree with her, it’s not.”

“Yea I once had a crush on this boy – ”

” – not again!”

” – yeah not again just stop it ok – ”

“Yeah fine okay I’ll stop it.

“Well then, what are we talking about?”

“About this boy?”

“Pfft no! About…wait, whathisname?”

“I thought you weren’t interested – ”

” – can you both please shut up?”

“Fine.”

“Okay so, I asked: How are you supposed to know?”

“Supposed to know what?”

“That you’re in love.”

“…..”

“…. that again?”

“Silly you still hadn’t answered it.”

“Seriously I guess you’re in deep trouble.”

“Whaaaat? Am I? How come?”

“You have a rare disease called love.”

“Pffft. That’s bullshit! I don’t wanna talk about this – ”

“It makes me want to gag.”

“Yea I totally agree – ”

“Will both of you just let me finish first?!”

“…..”

“Yea, that’s great. So…..how?”

“Just don’t ask us that question again.”

“Yea totally, I’m out of here.”

“Me too.”

“But wait, guys? Hello? Fuck I’m stuck in here. How am I supposed to know??”

Supposed to know what?

 
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Posted by on February 19, 2011 in Confessions

 

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